ass fuck after pregnancy

I was eager to open up my rather small asshole once more. I had to screw the videographer, that's for sure. It was actually just going to be a stretching video of myself, but he had to mount me and my asshole afterwards. It continues to hurt sometimes. since it's been a while since my asshole was broken into. The disgusting man with his cock ignored it completely and proceeded to press further. That has always been my favorite. Should I simply be treated like a little slut?